Holding Back

So close,
Yet you're not really there
Deep rift between us,
And I don't even care

Looking for escape,
To find a way out
Searching for something,
To obsess about

In the sound of his voice,
Comes a distant ringing
An alarm going off,
My intuition singing

Close my eyes then,
Follow the sound
Of a singing heart
Where peace has been found

Alone in the dark
I grasp for something to hold
A hand in the blackness,
Pulls me from the cold

Refuge is near,
If only I could see
The one holding back
Has always been me