Today I realized (though I think I've always known) that the losses I've experienced have given me a certain confidence; the confidence to say how I feel and go for what I want. I've earned the desire to not waste any precious moments on this earth, feeling inadequate or insecure. How much time do I have left? I don't know, but I'm sure it won't feel like enough. I, very simply, want to live to my fullest potential, love with my whole heart, see new places and experience a variety of things. I want to embrace change and see it as an opportunity to evolve. I no longer want to be stuck. I want to live while I'm alive.
I am unapologetic for this and for the possibility that it might scare you.
